I am a little upset.....
This week was the first week that i am back to my "full everything".... i am working double shifts (so i am working about 30 hours a week) and i started college this week (also full time) and i miss toby sooooooooooo much while i am doing all these things....
Mondya i am gone 930-8pm
Tuesday- 6am-4pm (and then back to school from 7-10)
Wendsday- 930am-8pm
Thurs-6am-4pm
Friday- 6am-4pm
AND FINALLY SATURDAY AND SUNDAY I GET MY BABY ALL DAY!!!!!!!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
Dont feel bad for toby, because when i am not at home my fiance is with him... the max amount of time he will be left will be 5 hours once a week... you really need to feel bad for me!!!!!!!
But, after all this hectic schedule i probably put in about 80+ hours a week doing school work and work work
but what really makes me angry is that my fiance acts like it is nothing big that i am doing
it is difficult working with kids everyday (let alone working with 3 yr olds for 6 hours a day)... and then going to college right after...... all he does is work 40 hours a week, and he acts like he has it soooooooo tough, but i put in way more time (and migrains) .... it just makes me mad that he doesnt even applaud or say anything about how well i am taking the stress (ok i have a fuzzy stress reliever that works wonders....... now you all know my secret..... lol)
I cant wait until we get the money to make toby "legal" in our apartment complex.....one less thing on my mind.......
Do any of you guys work hours like these away from youre baby???? how do you deal with it???