you have me crying and this may be long and take a while to post this & I hope I don't ramble but my thoughts are all over the place -
first..... let me thank you ALL for everything you've done - This has been the worst time in my life and there are NO words I can say that express my thanks properly - From the time my husband passed right till today I feel so much love and send it right back to you.....you've all been just a BLESSING.
I said Goodbye to him forever and left him in Michigan yesterday
The funeral was beautiful but the hardest part was saying goodbye to him at the cemetary - I don't want this post to be depressing so I'll leave the sad parts out but I must thank Jeanie and Paula for coming to his funeral and the luncheon - I had such a hard time once I saw his ashes & lost it but thanks to these 2 ladies I was able to make it thru the service (sort of)
Walking into an empty home was hard but with Linda (fufu fashions) and knowing Jamie was bringing my girls at any minute really helped -
I'm still trying to keep from crying all the time - I need to do that for the girls and accept he's in heaven now - but I
have to start getting myself together and move forward -
I wanted to be strong for his family & don't think I did a very good job of that - but Jeanie and Paula - thank you ....it really meant alot to me that you came and it was just great to actually meet you in person - I'm still so touched words don't come to me -
and to Jodie ...You were a DOll for coming to the home & the gifts for the girls and the other goodies - you just blew me away - BIG hugs to you for taking time out of your busy day to come see me - It meant so much to me - and I LOVED meeting you finally in person.
you all are just amazing.
To Jamie (Yorkiecrazy and her husband - OMG my girls were in the best hands and I didn't really worry a bit once I left & talked to you - Jamie and her husband are such awesome people and the girls seemed to settle right in and for their very 1st time away from home - that says SO much about the kind of people they are - I thank you from the bottom of my heart for all you've done
Linda - Fufu Fashions - THANK YOU so much for picking me up yesterday - my dad has a procedure today and it would have been hard for them to come get me....Linda offered to get me at the airport and it SO helped my parents because my dad would have put off taking medication he had to take yesterday to come but you saved him and MY HEART thanks you so much ~!
I honestly can't believe the people I've been so lucky to get to know 'online' -
you all are just AWESOME....I'm crying again but I just had to get here to say thank you to you ALL - I can't say it enough.
I love this site and everyone on it and am just in awe of you all. I'll be trying to catch up little by little and say thank you to each of you personally but please understand it may take me some time...I miss my husband so much it's hard to post still but the hearts here just overwhelm me ......thank you all from the bottom of my heart - I really mean that - I really am in AWE of you all.