It really does help talking to you all...even though I dont know any of you personally and I havent been a memeber here for very long, I feel like I can talk to you and not be judged like my friends would. Im just tired of feeling sick and tired all the time....I used to enjoy oging out and having fun - now all I do is stay home. I lost my job...my boyfriend...living with my mother is not that fun..sometimes I just feel like im taking up space. When I got Buster (3 months ago) I was soooooooooooooo excited! I had wanted a dog for years and finally got one! But at the same time it made me sad....I always felt that getting a dog would make me happy but sometimes i just feel sadder...this is going to sound silly but, sometimes I feel like he doesnt like me....he rarely comes to me when I call him ( but goes to other family members when they do) he bites me CONSTANTLY (and no one else) Maybe he just feels that im sad...I dunno...When I think about the way I used to be, and the way I am now...it just makes me wonder what happened....im the complete opposite of the way I used to be. I try to blame it on other things or people - but the truth is - its me. And I dont know what to do about it....I feel like I lost myself..... |