I have the biggest lump in my throat and tears in my eyes, I can't even see to type. I am so very sorry for you and your baby.

I am so sorry that you couldn't find a YT member to take her before having to relinquish her to a vet and never know what happens to her.
Does your vet not have an emergency number so you aould at least talk to him first? I so wish I were close enough to help you...
so many prayers for you and your baby
Kim