Oh Dexter's Mommy, you are in shock, that's ok. Don't expect to be healed immediatley as all this takes time.
I cried everyday for months over the loss of Half-Pint, I had her for only a week. Trust me, as time goes by you will be experiencing so many emotions and don't fight them. You will be sad, angry, guilty, then sad again, then angry again. This will go back and fourth for quite some time.
I am only telling you this because I truly know what you are going through. I didn't know about Yorkietalk back then, you have been blessed to be able to tell others how you feel and comfort your feelings over your loss.
Take your time in Dexter's loss, eventually it will get easier, I promise you this.
Eventually your heart will heal better and you will all of a sudden be at peace with knowing Dexter is in doggie heaven not being ill anymore. And a space in your heart will be opened to love another Yorkie baby. But, right now you are grieving and take all the time you need to do so.
Don't feel like you have to go through this alone.
I wish I could tell you the magic words to make it all better.
__________________ ~~**~~ Schatzie and Ransom ~~**~~ |