[Timmy]

I've been away for several weeks now. I'm doing good...still trying to get over the loss of my baby but I can say that I am hanging in there. Tonight hasn't been a good night for me though...I broke down again and I was doing so good for the past few weeks. I miss Lilly so much!

I haven't forgotten about you all and I know you understand why I have been gone.

Just thought I pop in and say hello and also find some comforting words since I'm feeling sad tonight and I know you guys always have the right words to say.

Timmy and Mimi and doing great....still getting on eachothers nerves. They are the joy of my life and I think that if I didn't have them it would have been so much harder on me. I feel bad because I did ignore them when Lilly died but it wasn't because I didn't love them. I was just hurt. Now they got their mommy back and they are so happy.

Take care!! Love ya all!!!!