not only is 9-11-01 depressing for me and our country but 9-11-06 was the most horrible day for me. a baby that i babysat for died last year on this date at my house from pulminary adema caused by strept. he was 4 months old and soooo sweet, i miss him. i have been dreading this day for a year because 9-11-01 is always on the news i can never forget that dredded date. i think the one thing that keeps me sane is lacey, hubby let me get her even though we already had 4 dogs and totally broke i needed her to make me get better. i dont know what i would do without her today. before i got her i was lost even though i have a husband that helped as much as he could and kids that tried to help, nothing seemed to make me start to get better until i got lacey. so for today i pray for everyone to be safe and happy and to remember loved ones that have died. remembering is hard to do when you do and dont want to remember
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