I am an admin on a site called
www.brokenheartedgirl.com! Go there and go to the forum! There are so many amazing girls going through this right now that can support you! Ive been through this, 2 years ago myself. My bf (fiance) of 10 years broke up with me! It was rotten! Its very hard to not give into the 'no contact' but its one of the best things you can do for yourself! Take a couple months and don't talk to him! You'll notice that no contact with him will make you feel more emotionally stable while going through this! You'll get through it girl! (((HUGS)))