V, I'm glad you posted again. You have my sincere condolences again. I just have one peice of advice for you. some people dont cry about things like others, but I do. I use to feel like I shouldnt cry in front of people when I lost my daughter after a few weeks, But I couldnt help it. Then I was told, its normal to cry and talk about a loss if you feel like it no matter when. Its better than holding it in, so let your hair down and go on and cry however long or many times you feel like it. dont worry about anyone right now but getting yourself better. I havent lost my hubby so I dont know how that would feel (except horrible) but i've lost my daughter and I promise you, I dont know what is worse to have to go thru, a child or a spouse. Just take it one day at a time. It will get easier but probably slowly but it will never go away. the holes left behind from people we love never seem to fill up again.
so sorry again for your loss. |