I missed this thread all together and did not know of Ms V's loss..My heart goes out to you for your loss and You will always have a special place in my heart because you were the first one to post to me when I joined this site and you always are willing to help folks out and you always have a funny comment when posting!!!! my prayers are with you and your family during this time and know that it will get a little better day by day but you just take it at your own pace and surround yourself around people that love you (and you are most truly loved here!)and you love and you will be just fine!!! And if you ever need to talk please pm me or call anytime!!! You are our angel here at YT and now we are here for you!!! I pray peace in your spirit and heart right now and ask God to give you a new strength each day to make it to the next!!!