Thanks so much ImCKN & Sonya
It's just all hitting me now & I can't sleep at all.
Yeah, I was crying the whole time while trying to help the little boy, but I knew it was too late & there was nothing that could be done for him... by that time I was just worried for my Lilly.
I was stunned at the size of him too! When everything was said and done the vet said as tiny as she is, my little Lilly will make a great breeder after all, although after all this I don't know if I ever want to do this again

We weighed the little girl first, and I was shocked to hear 4. 5/8 ounces to start with. 7.5 ounces just seems un-imaginable... but somehow she did it.
I can't help but feel if we had given her a bit more time she may have managed on her own with him, but the vet said I shouldn't feel guilty... and we did the right thing by helping her

I just don't know now when I look back on it all.
All I can do is be thankful my Lilly is ok, and we have a very adorable little girl to watch grow.
Lilly was so concerned for the little boy she wanted nothing to do with the little girl at all to start, but by the time we got home she began nursing her & now she's being extremely protective & loving with her. I think she's going to be wonderful little Mommy