hi and thank you all so much for everything. I feel like a heel but have been so busy with arrangements (it's harder between 2 states and all the people involved.) Our obstical was waiting on the 'Certificate' and once that gets to the funeral home we can set the date.
Then - trying to keep my head togeher , missing my husband & NON-STOP cleaning and trying to find things to sell & downsizing in case I have to move soon AMD the phone ringing a zillion times - I can't concentrate at all - even to sit at the computer -
I just can wrap my mind around the fact that he's really gone - We were together 12 years - married 7 )and yes - Kiim Teal - I said MARRIED !)
I really never thought I would be this un-prepared. I cant sleep or eat - and can't stay still & one day when things aren't so emotional - I'll tell you where I fell asleep one night in the middle of working LOL -
The upside is - my house has never been cleaner(I couldn't use alot of products because it was hard for his lungs) amd I think I've lost about 10 lbs
The girls are fine but I'll hATE having to leave them when I go to Michigan - especially Tessa. She;s so lost without her daddy and I feel like I lost my best friend. I'm still hearing him and actually think I answered him wen Lynda here the other day - how embarrassing !
You all have been so wonderful. My family is out of town and you don't realize what all your posts mean - the cards were beautiful !! I'm going to keep them on my mantle for a long time. I received so many emails and thank you from the bottom of me heart and will write each one of you back. You all really are SPECIAL people - I've know that since way back in 2004
ANYWAY - THANK you to the really GREAT YT Members and the other people I've heard from. I won't be MIA too long because while my girls are wonderful company - they just don't talk enough or laugh at my silly jokes...but we're working on that !!
HUGS to you all