I'm right there with you !! lol I'm not as bad as I was when I first got my Maggie but I still drive my husband crazy I think !! lol I had just read so much and it really scared me. Maggie was so small when I got her, 1 pound 2 oz at 10 weeks and even though I thought I was prepared for her size, I was overwhelmed !! But at almost 15 weeks now, she's a whopping 1.9 and doing great so far !! lol She amazes me everyday