uggh it continues, why does he write me to let me know he is not going to contact me in the future, but of course will always love me and hopes I will "check in with him or say hi" in the future...Can't he just not contact me and see if I will do that?
I am trying really hard, but it is like he knows I feel so torn and he is trying to exacerbate it.
I do appreciate you all listening to me babble on and on about this. I do not think that there is anyone else that can handle it. |