PS
I knew some of the symptoms of bipolar disorder, but after reading them on a list on that website. I'm sure that's what it is.
This is the list:
Attention/Focus Problems
Anxiety
Depression
Irritation/Anger
Mania/Hypomania
Mixed Episodes
Psychosis
Paranoia
'Weird' Behavior, Obsessive Behavior
Feeling Overwhelmed
Seasonal Affective Disorder
Suicidal Thoughts and Relationship Issues
I have every single one.
Luckily, I have a boyfriend who is EXTREMELY laid back and puts up with so much from me. I'm sure I wouldn't be able to keep someone other than him.
Sometimes it's like I'm not controlling my body. I know I'm being mean to him (yelling, biotching, etc) or just being totally difficult for no reason, but I can't help it. Then I cry because I feel bad. Does anyone else go through this???
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