[lisatodd]

i am going to be harsh...... get to the dr's and get on the meds NOW
this is the first step you need to take. the meds will make you think clearer and be able to handle one problem at a time. right now your head is spinning and you cannot get a grasp on one thing. you need to handle these problems one at a time.
this would be a lot for anyone to handle.

now to be nice.....when everything seems to be falling down around you, believe me, things will pick up. i am so sorry you are going through this and i hope you do the right thing and go to the drs. you need to think about your self now and not the other problems. YOU ARE #1 and don't you forget that! RIGHT NOW YOU NEED TO BE SELFISH AND THINK OF ONLY YOURSELF AND NO ONE ELSE.

i am going to ck back to this thread in a week and see what has happened. please take care of yourself.