There is a website you need to visit, it's called bipolarhappens.com. I've been bi-polar all by life and as I looked back, the symptoms began when I was about 9. Yes, it is hereditary as my mother suffered severely from it. Let me be the first to tell you, there is absolutely nothing to be ashamed of and there are medications that make a world of difference. You're not doing yourself any favors by not seeing a doctor. If you were diabetic, you'd take your insulin, now wouldn't you? You are not a leper, you have a medical condition. Remember, God helps those who help themselves. You are destined to a life of misery if you do not do something soon. |