Villette, even though I only know you through this forum and I am relatively new on here..I still wanted to send you & your family my deepest condolences. I am very sorry this has happened, I can only imagine the heartache you must feel. I just wanted to say that I know there is a better place he will go and that wonderful opportunity to see him again does exist, I believe death is not the end..just a short "goodbye for now." Also..you are not alone, we are all here for you to offer support and love. I believe that all the wonderful memories and time you've spent with your husband will help you to get through this and his memory will live on. If you feel you need something that can bring some comfort, I find this talk entitled "Life Is Eternal" by Ezra Taft Benson to be one of the most comforting during a death of a loved one. You don't have to read it, but I wanted to provide it to you in case you chose to read it and needed some source of additional comfort (
http://lds.org/ldsorg/EmailArticlePr...emId=556465556). It's a beautiful talk.
My thoughts are with you...God bless you and your family.