V, I am so.... very sorry for your loss.
You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.
I feel so..... bad for you. My MIL lost her husband to lung cancer when he was only 48 years old. I know you allready know this but lots and lots of your friends on here will be thinking and praying for you in the days and weeks to come. Take Care......and please accept my deepest sympathy for your loss.