villette im so sorry for your loss
i know you had really rough times but, you have been there for everybody else. and trying to help other people. now its our turn to be there for you. i know its going to be tough but you will be ok. we are all here for you. like ive always said you are one of the nicest people in yt. i will be praying for you. And if you ever need anything you have your yt family here for you.