[Deegan's mom]

I feel exactly the same way. We've had a trip booked to go to Dominican in November with a bunch of friends since before I borught Deegan home. And now I am regretting that we booked it. I dont want to go anymore - I can't bear to leave my baby alone. Well, he won't be alone, he'll be at my parents house, but still...
But I have to go because the trip is paid for and my boyrfriend won't be happy if we lose out on our money.

I know that once I am there we will have a blast, but I hate the thought of being away from my furbaby that long. Even a day at work is long enough to be away from him!