Dear Elaine,
I'm so very sorry for your loss. Even though I never got to meet your little one, I know from experience how much it hurts to lose our babies. You are lucky to have that very nice family to confor each other. Is lil Newman in your avatar? Do you have another dog or pet? Because although time can trully help to heal having another baby, one on whom we can pour out all the love we felt for your lost one always help.
You're in my thoughts. May you and your family feel a little bit less pain each passing day. Bless your heart.
Rubi, Jennie and Mimosin