We are losing Newman. Our doctor called about an hour ago and the ultra sound showed a mass in Newman's liver. It's also enlarged. We are not going to proceed with his surgery. Tomorrow morning he's taking us in before they open and we'll put our boy at peace. I know that this is the kindest thing we can do for him, but the pain is so unbearable. We are all devestated over this, but I feel especially sorry for my two boys who are just unconsolable right now. Thank you to everyone for their prayers and thoughts. Elaine and Newman. |