Dear, dear Maureen,
I, for one have NEVER thought you were deceiving anyone. I read your emotions in everyone of your posts. I felt your heartbreak, and although that was so sad, I also found great joy in the fact that there were all these caring women coming together to help in whatever way they could.
Most of the time the thread was an inspiration to me. I too feel I have made friends on here - because of Zeke.
I am so pleased you have two little girls to help you get through this, and I know you will never give up on Zeke. I understand why you never posted about them before.

to whoever gave them to you.
I wanted to gift, but have not managed to do so yet, (because I'm in S.A)
but when I do find an economical way to get the gift there I
still will, I know you still need to keep up your search. I wish I could get on a plane to help you look for him!!
I wish you better health, and most of all I hope you find Zeke.
Love & Hugs,
Sheilagh