OMG thanks so much you guys
I have been bawling my head off all morning long! I am already crying just typing this
I know I am such a baby but I just want my little girl home with me already and we only dropped her off an hour ago
And Stedman is looking EVERYWHERE for her. Her is completely LOST without her here. He has been walking all over the house looking in every corner - and when he doesn't find her, he just stands there and looks so confused and sad. He finally just layed down in her little bed
He won't even eat.
I only got 3 hours sleep and so did poor little Tatum. She was SO HUNGRY last night and I felt AWFUL because I couldn't feed her anything after 12 a.m. I made sure that she had a FULL belly before that - but later on she got hungry (mommies little piggy girl!) and I couldn't give her anything
And then THAT made me cry because I knew my baby was hungry and there was nothing I could do
She was just pacing back and forth on the bed all night long, restless, because she wanted to go to her food dish but it wasn't there
She LOVES crushed ice...so this morning before we took her in I got some crushed ice from the fridge door and put it in one of their little bowls and she was just crunching away
My poor baby!
I miss her already and it made it all the more WORSE she she started crying (literally whimpering) when I handed her to the nurse
OMG - if that doesn't just rip your heart out, I don't know what does..
Ok I have to stop - I am just making myself worse. They start the spays between 10:00 and 12:00...so I will call up there at about 1:00 and check on her. UGH! I just want this day to be over already.
Thank you soooo much everyone for all of your prayers, thoughts, and support. It means THE WORLD to me! I love you guys!!!
