I have had my character attacked countless times over the last 9-10 months and my only defense has been that "I have some personal issues that I cant get into" I am sick of saying that.... While a select few have been given a generic idea of what's going on, the rest of you (I'm speaking to the folks who know me long term, not the new folks who I'm sure will be very confused when reading this) have no clue. The ignorant comments made and the judgments cast without any knowledge of my personal life or circumstances are both callous and a reflection of your own character.
I went through some very personal issues, most of you remember that. As things were looking up for me.......
I was in a car accident, it was in November of 06. Many of you may remember this. A father of a student Rushing to pick up his child from school hit me. I suffered some internal abdominal injuries and spent a few days in the hospital. I have not been the same since..
This is the reason I have not been the same.
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Every month or two it comes up for jury trial and I am a wreck! Then it is postponed... I am an even bigger wreck! Then it comes up again and I am a ball of nerves and I am again a wreck and I get served that subpoena and then it gets postponed again! Its a vicious cycle that I am caught in, and it seems never ending!
It was postponed AGAIN last week. I am angry, I am scared, I am hurt, I am everything you can't even imagine!
Its pushed out 2 months this time! 2 more months he gets to walk the streets! 2 more months I live in fear! 2 more months I wait for justice!
I'm not the same folks... I don't know when I will be... but I'm trying. So please don't pass judgement when I write an off post, it may just be my way of coping with another twist in this whole situation.
No replies are necessary here... I just wanted to set the record straight, I'm tired of writing "I am going through some personal things right now" My name is a matter of public record now since I testified in the pre-trial so I'm no longer Jane Doe. But really I'm not supposed to talk about it, per my lawyer, so please don't ask questions.... Just know that I really do have personal issues going on...