Gloria, my heart goes out to you and all you're going through. You've written such a lovely poem for Lilly. It looks like you're good at writing. Have you tried putting down your thoughts in writing, I know you're doing this at the forum but I mean on a piece of paper where you can express all your feelings in one go and express them at lenght. I don't know whether this will help you to cope but I just thought, to pour out one's feelings in writing, to verbalize what one is going through every time you feel so low might help you. In any case keep on sharing your feelings with us. This and time will help you heal. You'll see.
All my love and best wishes to you.
Rubi, Jennie and pussy cat Mimosin |