[HighlandYorkies]

Originally Posted by Timmy

I do Judy but I still feel like something is missing. They've helped me so so much. I think I would have been worse than what I am if I didn't have them. I just miss my cuddler....thats what Lilly use to do all the time. Mimi & Timmy are always on the go but I like that too because they keep me going.

Sorry to always cry on here but you are the only ones that listen.

My heart is breaking for you - yes, you must let your others be close to you when you cry - they will understand you are upset, and will try to comfort you....You are grieving not only for sweet Lilly, but also the terrible things that happened to her in her short life - but you know, she does know that you were there for her, and she knows you fought to give her a good life - God had other plans for her, and he will look after her for you, and she will see you again.
Honestly....you never forget them, but you start to only think of the good times, and it does get easier to bear....it's early days....she was your baby, and you should grieve....I promise you it will get easier.....I just wish I could take some of the pain away until those days come. Debra

p.s. YORKIES 247 lost her Lilly too - yesterday....she was only 6 months