Im so sorry for your loss, and heartache! I know nothing will help the pain,, but , there are alot of helpful items,and beautiful poems on
www.petloss.com take a look there, it might help.
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Rhonda, Bailey, Josie and my angel Bella Rue'
"Until one has loved an animal, a part of one's soul remains unawakened."
~Anatole France~