ever had a day that you just wanna throw in the towel??? Just wanna go to bed and not wake up????
I had one of those days today. I am never a good enough wife to my husband, I will never make as much money him and he makes sure to let me know that constantly.
I have been in so much pain lately with my female problems, and yet I get up at 5am get the kids ready, lunches packed, take them to the babysitter, go to work, get off work, pick them up deal with whatever problems the babysitter may have dealt with. (today my son decided to cut her window screen with a knife) HELLO WHY WAS THERE A KNIFE IN THE ROOM THAT HE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE NAPPING???????
then i come home, fix dinner, do dishes, laundry, bills, clean house, feed animals, bathe kids, get everyone ready for tommorow.
but the house is never clean enough, the clothes never caught up enough, the house is messy, and HE WORKED ALL DAY.
ONCE I WORK AS MANY HOURS AS HIM OR MAKE AS MUCH MONEY AS HIM THEN I WILL HAVE ROOM TO TALK. FOR NOW I SHOULD SHUT THE **** UP AND CLEAN THE HOUSE.
Tomorrow I go to the specialist to start planning my hysteryctomy, I am in so much pain I can hardly stand up. Yet im ignorant.
thanks for letting me vent!!!
