I'm just so thankful you guys have been there for me. You guys are just so awesome. I can't really explain the feeling I have inside....with the help of you all I'm able to pull through although I'm hurting like crazy inside. I miss her more than I did yesterday and I wonder if it will get better. I just have her face in my head, her eyes, the way she looked at me before I fell asleep. I remember I kissed her on her head and told her she was going to be okay but she left me. At least I got to feel a normal heartbeat even if it was for a few hours. |