[wemple2]

Hey there...I know you are hurting, I am hurting for you too.
I'm sorry you haven't been able to visit Lillys grave...We buried Spencer in the one place I tried so hard to keep him out of when he was alive, in my rose garden. When I am gardening...I think about him, remember him and now it always brings a smile to my face. I often talk to him while I'm out there, it helps ease my mind some how. I feel his closeness, yes I too wish he was still here...I miss him, even though it's been over 3 years since we lost him. But I don't regret the decision of burying him where I spend most of my leisure time outdoors...I want him to be near me always, and he knows I love him still...Hugs to you, please visit Lillys grave...talk to her, cry for her and most of all remember her and love her...