Thank you all. I'm just so destroyed right now. I don't even want to go out of my room. Her scent is still downstairs. OMG this pain is just too hard to handle. I just want her back.
The doc called me this morning and we spoke for a long time. He was in shocked because this has never happened before. I told him how I called the emergency number last night and asked about her drooling and they said it was fine as long as she wasn't vomiting. He himself told me it wasn't fine. If I would have known this I would have rushed her back to the emergency. Maybe my girl would have been here with me still giving me kisses. Oh God I just can't handle this. |