Well to make a long story short, he has a cleft palet SO bad the vet said that BIG IF I managed to get him to survive 3-5 more weeks with the tube feeding that his surgery would be very extensive and possibly not even be able to have any quality of life for him. He didnt have his tail docked..
I have been tube feeding him every 2 hours and he already has a raw little throat and a tiny bit of blood comes out on the tube. The vet said that its just because he is so small and that its painful to him.
So, at 4:00 today, less than 35 minutes, I am going to have him sent off to Rainbow bridge. I cant make him suffer. God love him he is such a fighter.
I am down to ONE puppy and out a ton of money plus still owe half my stud fee. I cant watch this ever again so I am so done. I dont have the heart for these kinds of things.. Thanks for all the support and please dont say bad things to me about this as its been a hard enough decision on my own. Thanks again.
Baby Cozmo...