I am so sorry for the pain and heartache you are going thru. Having to decide to pts a cherished family member is such a hard decision and always leaves us with the "what-if's". I am still what-iffing myself after many years of making that decision (more than once). Your heart told you it was time and it sounds like Heidi told you it was time, too. Use the 14 years of wonderful memories you have to give you strength to get thru and in time you will be able to smile when you think about you beautiful Heidi. She will always keep her little spirit close to you. Remember, she is in good hands now, is pain free and can run in the flower filled fields with all the other little furbabies that have crossed the bridge while she waits to see you again. Rest peacefully sweet baby girl. |