Oh, honey, so glad that you are alright. Cry all you want for your loss, one day you will want to play the flute again when your pain subsides, I can understand that it might be too painful right now. But some morning you will wake up and feel the need to reconnect with your music.
We have all been worried and praying for you. No loss is too small and you can't measure love, I know you loved your baby as much as anyone else, irregardless of how long you were together. Often, family members don't understand losses, but we here at YT do. It's what helped me get over Sophie, knowing that others understood my pain and said it's ok to grieve.
__________________ Windy and Lida Rose 
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