 crying my eyes out
im sitting at my desk reading in the (in memory r i p) section bawling
my eyes out... i feel so emotional today for no reason.. my heart is just
breaking for all those of who had lost a loved one... i really cant imagine the
pain they are going through, but i know i would just be devastated just like
them....worse.... i make myself crazy just thinking about anything happening
to lexi.... this little girl is my life.. im crying as i type this.. for no reason
sometimes i wish i never got lexi just so i wouldnt get hurt in the end.. silly
i know, but my mind is playing tricks with me right now.. i better just snap out of it... i dont know why i read those threads cause i know what it does to me, but i do it for respect for other yorkietalk friends... i do it for the support and it just kills me... im ok now.. |