[Baby Blessing]

Originally Posted by newmommy

Im sorry. Im having such a hard time dealin with this. I was hospitalized last year for a while last year due to cysts on my ovaries bursting and filling my pelvic area with infection. I also have endometrisis. I am only 27. I have two boys. Husband is fixed but I always wanted a girl. I was told I needed a hyst. last year but never followed through. My pain is so bad right now. ITs incredible. everytime I menstrate I feel like I am dying. I went to the doctor yesterday and now not only are my ovaries shot to hell, but so is my uterus. So when I menstrate my uterus lining is now off my uterus and in my abdominal cavity and bleeding there when I menstrate.
So im talking like within the month. !!!

I cant stop crying. Im so upset. What if my husband and I get divorced (we've had a lot of marital problems lately). I want a girl so bad. i wanna be pregnant again. I wanna nurse again. but the realty of it is I never will be able to again.

Im not dealing with this very well at all.

I am so sorry that you are having to go through all that you are, I pray that you will soon be okay and life will be happy for you. How blessed to have two little boys. We have friends that have adopted and so did a niece of ours, maybe later you and your hubby can adopt a baby girl.

Having a health problem many times can pre-sent lots of stress on one's body so if surgery is needed in getting it taken care of most always can let the sun shine through and the past days that were clouded with doubts and despair will forever be gone.

Just being able to get my hysto surgery over with I was so thankful that the tumors I had, proved to be not malignant. I had to have a complete hysto over 19 years ago plus appendix removed and did fine. I left the hospital in 12 hours after my surgery ( my Gynocologist remarked that I made the Guiness Book Of Records, going home so soon ) circumstances at the hospital I was in, helped he and I both to make that decision. I did as he ordered and followed his orders to the T and did great. At my own decision and choice I never went on any hormone treatments and never gained weight. I was always very active around home so I think that helped in not putting on the weight, and still have no problem with weight gain.

Sending Hugs and prayers that all will be fine for you real soon.
Patti