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Originally Posted by newmommy  the positive is i am in so much pain and have been having such bad infections.
but im scared to go on hormones. Im scared to gain weight, I just lost 20 lbs. And the fact of the finality of it all.
im just not dealing with this well at all. |
I NEVER wanted a hysterectomy but had one 4 yrs ago at age 42. It was the BEST thing I could have ever done. My uterus had grown into my bladder and bowel. The pain was horrible. Now, wonderful relief. I don't take any hormones due to having had kidney cancer. I'm doing better now than I did with everything intact. I can understand why you feel as you do about wanting another baby. Even tho I had 5 children and was already 42, I still wanted the "control" of making a yes or no choice. Good Luck!!