Thanks so much everyone, you have all been wonderful, i'm pretty sure if i hadn't had this site to express my thoughts and feelings that it would have been even harder to get over. (and i AM feeling so much better!) I have questioned whether i put her to sleep too soon so many times and have tortured myself with this...if i had tried the Diuretics the vet offered me would she still be with me now? it was such a tough decision to make, she wasn't in pain, just so very tired. It was the hardest decision ive ever had to make in my life so far. |