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Originally Posted by newmommy  Im sorry. Im having such a hard time dealin with this. I was hospitalized last year for a while last year due to cysts on my ovaries bursting and filling my pelvic area with infection. I also have endometrisis. I am only 27. I have two boys. Husband is fixed but I always wanted a girl. I was told I needed a hyst. last year but never followed through. My pain is so bad right now. ITs incredible. everytime I menstrate I feel like I am dying. I went to the doctor yesterday and now not only are my ovaries shot to hell, but so is my uterus. So when I menstrate my uterus lining is now off my uterus and in my abdominal cavity and bleeding there when I menstrate.
So im talking like within the month. !!!
I cant stop crying. Im so upset. What if my husband and I get divorced (we've had a lot of marital problems lately). I want a girl so bad. i wanna be pregnant again. I wanna nurse again. but the realty of it is I never will be able to again.
Im not dealing with this very well at all. |
I'm so sorry you have to go through this but everything happens for a reason. Maybe there is a little girl out there somewhere that just waits for you to take care of her. It is hard to let go of a dream but there are two little boys there that need their mommy happy and healthy. I'll pray for you that you will be able to accept the fact and make the best of a bad situation.