2 days until Lilly goes to the cardiologist. I'm excited and so nervous at the same time. I can hardly eat because everything upsets my stomach and I know its my nerves. My girl is so full of energy and loves me so much just as much as I love her that I don't think I can handle bad news. My fiancee is going with me so I won't be alone. She also went into heat this past Saturday and I was so upset about that because I wanted to get her fixed the same time they do her procedure. I'm sure they can still do it though but I heard its good to wait 2 months after. Lets see what the doc says. I know I will not sleep tomorrow.
I'm feeling so down today because all the feelings I felt when I first found out about how bad her heart condition are coming back. I'm so in tears right now. Her daddy is not too happy either because out of all of them she's so attached to him as well even more than Mimi. I just love this man so much because he supports me and I know he loves our furkids just as much as I do. Its just so crazy how we've put our relationship aside for her.....because Mimi & Timmy sleeps next to me he sleeps at the foot of our bed next to Lilly. I can feel him every night move just to check on her and watch her when she gets up and wants to go potty. Mind you this man gets up earlier than I do to go to work in the morning. I appreciated him so much and I'm so lucky to have him in my life.
Please keep my baby girl in your prayers.
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