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Originally Posted by bkessler Everyone,
I just wanted to let you all know how I am doing.. Its been 5 days since that tragic accident... I still think of Mocha often but now I can laugh at all the funny things she did... I haven't cried in 2 days... I have been keeping myself busy.. Actually, I just got back from a walk.. My friend and I would take her Maltese Sophie and Mocha out for a walk every Thursday night... Since it is Thursday we decided to do it tonight.. I walked Sophie and she walked Max her other Maltese.. It was my way of greiveing... I was in the park yesterday and saw 2 yorkies (one was 6 months and I told the guy my story and he was like, wow, i never take her harness off but now he's planning on removing the harness) The 2nd yorkie was great too.. Her owner let me pick her up and hold her!! It brough some comfort.. I just hope the other 2 ladies (Figment and Ladyof yorkies) are hanging in there... I am in the process of trying to make a memorial page to Mocha (with the help and Villette) and once i have it, i will post it.. Once again, you all have been fantastic.. I tell everyone I see the reason why I am coping so well is because of the wonderful group of friends I have on this site.. I will never leave YT unless ADMIN suspends me!! |
You hang in there - it's just so hard - I can imagine everything reminds you of your baby and she's always on your mind....I think also...when you're ready - you'll be able to look toward the future and maybe have another baby to love...
Mocha's Memorial Page is wonderful - I just went and paid tribute to her there - She knows you love her....I hope each day gets better for you and the others who lost their babies..