So as hard as it is going to be to get his little face out of my head I think I am going to pass on him

I actually got ahold of Cynthia and made an appointment to visit with her this week (thankfully she is not showing for a month so she has more free time and available puppies!)
Thanks for all your help and support guys, this was a REALLY tough decision but I now do not feel 100% comfortable and without the help from you guys I would not been able to do this.