Oh, I am just so sorry to read this and hear about you. I really hope everything turns out okay for you and Buttercup. I can honestly say that I really truly enjoyed reading all your posts on YT and I think you were/are a great contribution to the site.
I hope you come back after you are well, and I of course wish you all the best with the many obstacles you will encounter and that Buttercup finds a home. Sending many well wishes and good luck your way
