[paulapoo]

I hear you. I understand. I wish I could start a doggy daycare and boarding and also have a greenhouse in the summer. But I'm single and the capital to start any kind of business is not there. I'm very unhappy with my job but I make decent money and have to make my house payment. I too feel kind of "stuck". "The grass is always greener on the other side" isn't it? I'm sorry your having a rough time. Hang in there, I hope you have more smooth days than rough!