Need Advice! Very Hard Decision to make I am so stressed out and sad. I'm not sure what I should do I think only you guys will understand and help me make the right decision.
I recently got accepted to Le Cordon Bleu School in Pasadena. I am so excited and really ready and happy to make a career change into something I love; however since I have no parental or otherwise support thru this I am going to have to go to school full time and work as well to support myself. I know it is going to be tuff and I am ready for it, but I am worried about my baby Buddah.
I want to keep him. I love him and he is my baby, but I am worried that I am being selfish and will not be able to provide for him like I know I should.
My schedule is going to be as follows
MON-THURS:
Wakeup/Get ready:4:30am-5:30
School: 6am-11-am
Travel: 11:30am-1:00pm
Work: 1pm-9pm
Travel: 9pm-10pm
Homework 10:30pm-12:30
Friday:
Wakeup/Get Ready:4:30am-5:30am
School: 6am-11am
Homework: 2hrs
Rest of the day off
SAT and SUN:
Wakeup/Get ready: 6:30-7:30
Travel: 7:30am-9:00am
Work:9:00am-7:00pm
Travel: 7:00pm-8:30pm
Homework: 2hrs
( I will have 1 weekend off a month)
This is going to be my schedule for at least until January. In January I will most likely get a job closer to school, but for money reasons I cannot leave my company until year end. Even when I get a job closer to work it is only going to cut down travel time, but I will still be working many hours.
I will am going to be living with roomates or my boyfriend, but I cannot really rely on them to give buddah love and attention. He is my dog!
Do you all think it would be better for him to go to a new home? It will break my heart, but I also dont want to neglect him.
Please help, I am crying while typing this and just dont know what to do. |