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Maybe if you start a thread in here about re-homing them, someone would take them. Never know what could happen? Sounds like you made your decision and thats not mine to judge. You came for support and thats all I have to offer. Maybe if you name the thread the re-homing in Arizona you could catch some people in your states eye? Not sure if it is AZ just an example. Best of luck to you and your babies. I hope your heart heals and seems as if you have given this a TON of thought and tears.....If you ever need to talk or anything Im here. I have never walked in your shoes, nor do I want to right now.... You do not seem to have malicious intentions and really seem to want whats best for your babies just as we all want for ours. Just because you cannot provide whats best for them right now does mean your a bad person. I commend you for realizing your in over your head and doing something about it. Letting things go and hoping for a change is not going to get Zoie any better. SHe needs medical attention and fast. I feel bad for you and seriously wish you the best with everything!