Zsa-Zsa is definately going to live in Iowa with Mary. We meet on Sunday. Zsa-Zsa will have the life I had planned with her, enter her in competition and show off her champion bloodlines.
I want so much to just stay in the US and keep my girls, however my husband will be in Budapest for 2 years - possibly longer. Its not like we can afford to keep a house here and over there. Our phone bills would be so high, flying to see each other would become so expensive.
I didn't mean to confuse anyone - it's been so difficult to decide what is best for the girls. Re-homing is scary and emotional. I want my girls to be happy, be cared for and loved. When Mary called - several times, then I called her and we talked and then emailed and emailed more I knew that she would give Zsa-Zsa the life I wanted for her. How can I ask for more than that?
I apologize for the drama - didn't mean to do that. It really has been an emotional roller coaster for me. Selling our home, packing, passports, closing my shop, saying good byes to friends and family, how to find the best homes for my girls and going to a country I know little about and dont speak their language is scary.
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