[michiko]

Many of you know about my journey to get a yorkie. it was an emotional one, but I felt good about taking time.

I was going to spend a good amount of money.... for a yorkie. So I waited about a year. During the year, I tried to find a perfect (there is no such a thing but) breeder. I had up and down road on the way, but I did a good research...

But I am in this situation......

I have traveled from Boston to PA three times within that year... spent money on gas, hotel, and airfare. I just needed to make sure...

But maybe I wasn't so good with observation.... and evaluation of the breeder... I am not sure..

I have enjoyed the time when I visited her. It was wonderful moment and great memory. Stacy is a wonderful person.... I guess she is not perfect.. as I am not perfect.. Then I am the one who fell in this hole...

So whatever I said before is all true. And this is all true too. So I am in mixed feelings... because I still care about Stacy and in somewhere in my heart, I still want to be her friend. I guess it might not be possible now after this thread... But I am telling my feelings and facts.. honestly..

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